Hella Bz In The Weeks!

waked up in the midnight(morning actually) around 4am,stomach yelling "feed me! feed me!".had to walk out and get sumthing to eat..been really really really bz recently.and lots lots of things happened to me in this 2 weeks time.oh god,let me go..dont want to suffer from the pain im having right now.love is painfull,yet sweet sometimes tho.wanted to give up the love life im having now but it's like im a bad guy that didnt kept my promises i made with someone.i knew that im not worth to be taken as a good boyfriend tho.so,im so confusing now!hope there's someone out there could help me with all the shyt im having right now! and i'll never been so much painfull anymore! =(.sorry to those i've been hurt recently,really really sorry.please understand and forgive me for all the things i've done.